Procrastinating!!!

WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can't I get my life together and finish school...I have an alright job, the pay could be much, much better but i love my co-workers. If it wasn't for them, i would've peaced-out long ago. I know i don't want to be sitting at this desk for the rest of my days but i can't seem to get it together to enroll and actually stay enrolled in school. I don't exactly know what i want to do with my life so that's a problem in itself. My freshman year in Toledo I was an Early Childhood Education major, but by the end of my first semester i knew it wasn't for me(by then children annoyed me and i don't think the school systems would've appreciated me whooping random children), but i continued with it for another 3 semesters. Then i switched to Interior Design, i dropped out after one of my sisters passed, i just couldn't do school(or life) @ the time. Now, I just can't get my legs under me to go back. My boo told me the other day that I'm b-sing and i really need to "get her done!". He has his whole life planned and is working a job he LOVES, he'll more than likely have it for the rest of his life. He's so lucky, i have no clue. I feel drained after thinking about this.

The interior design still interests me but do i want to do that forever? i dunno. I think i'm going for business(Tuition Reimbursement here i come!) until i can get it together. I need motivation, i feel like a true slacker. I was talking to my other sister about school earlier 2day and (she also didn't finish her degree by the way, what's wrong with us?) i told her how my uncle used to say every time i came into a room, "here's the girl that dropped out of college" as if my family didn't know who i was and he was introducing me. Everytime he said that i wanted to take his stupid hat off his head and throw it on the floor and C-Walk on it(lol). He brings out the worst in me!

I don't like school!
I just had an epiphany as i'm writing this, i don't like school. I know i have to do it though. Like i said i can't work here for ever.
Later!

THIS.IS.WOLVERINES.FOOTBALL!!!!

No, not Michigan Wolverines, Cleveland Wolverines.

Let me explain:
My nephews (ages ranging from 5-15 years) and male cousins play for a Municipal League team called the Cleveland Wolverines. We go crazy every year around the end of the summer, when conditioning begins because it's almost time for football. I love it! It's this serious in my family: every boy child in my family that's old enough plays for this team. A few of my nieces cheer for the team, it's too cute. I get stir crazy by the end of the season because I'm around my family too much(lol), but it's worth it. We do everything short of painting our faces( my goal next year). It's against family rules to wear anything but Wolverines Orange on game day. Try it and see what happens! I dare you! We heckle the refs, never the other team, that's just tacky.

It's so bad my nephew, who's 11, doesn't sleep the night before his first game of the season. Last year he fell asleep sitting up in a chair. He is into all sports but football is his passion. I went the sporting goods store with him and my mother once, he acted a fool, dancing and singing, acting like a junkie for sporting goods. My sister called him GATOR! It was hilarious.

My friends make fun of me because I miss everything in the summer if it's on Saturday or Sunday morning, doesn't matter, count me out, can't make it sorry. I WILL NOT MISS A FOOTBALL GAME! I love the Browns, but it's nothing is like watching the kids play. I'm sure my co-workers get tired of hearing me talk about it, on Monday morning I pull out my flash drive and force them to look at my new pics from the weekend. The season is over, now it's fundraiser time! I had to miss it the tournament this year in Alambama because I didn't have enough Vacation Time due to my Vegas Vaca in October (one of my few vices-VEGAS!).

My first Blog entry!!!

I've been reading other blogs for a while now and finally got up the nerve to create a blog. This is a new space for me. I was into MySpace for a minute but it's long lost it's luster for me. ADD, ADHD, maybe, I don't know. I barely even check that thing anymore. This is my new passion. I get a slight buzz just thinking of how i can use my new toy! I will get back here soon to fill you in on my drama and my life in general...Ciao!